In My Mind: 2010

Monday 29 November 2010

Break me free from these skin tight chains, release the poison that's inside

my veins, free my mind from thoughts which bring pain.

The scars have been re-opened so many times they will never heal, warm red

blood dripping down my arms is all I can feel.

Clenching my fists up against my face with frustration, loneliness & fear is all that I taste.

Facing the fight against this dark light, with steps missing in the stairs,

the chains weighing me down as I try to climb.

Every things a blur, can't think straight, to find a better day how long must I wait?

The poison consumes my mind,body,soul, flowing through my

blood, it takes control.

Break me free, just let me see.

Let me climb, set me free.

S.Vipa.

You look at me you you don't see.

You hear me but you don't listen.

You touch me but you don't feel.

S.Vipa.

I wake to find that snow has fallen, looking out the window gazing at the scene.

Everything so white so clean.

Tree's branches cocooned in a layer of ice leave's frozen in time.

So cold, but such beauty this morning to find.

The snowy scene I see.

S.Vipa.

It only hit me today just how strong my feelings are & realising "what if's" & "If only's".

Emotions I'm feeling I never felt before, never imagined happening.

Never knew possible.

Overwhelmed by lust, love, anger, confusion & tears, but from you I will hide my fears.

A whirlwind in my mind, also in my heart but I feel my heart breaking apart.

Wanting to turn back time, change the path my life took,

then maybe I would'nt be feeling this way.

S.Vipa.